I slept for 12 hours last night and it feels damn good!

I finally had all the needed sleeps last night, this weekend.

From training, to offshore, to islands, and back to Labuan again for plant learning, promise things were so scattering around lately. I put this in my mindset: I. MUST. CATCH. UP. FAST.
And the only thing now is to push myself. InsyaAllah.

Anyhoo, last weekend I had Ahsan and his cousin, Ekhwan here and of course we went to the island pulak after the Kundasang trip last time :) It was awesome!! =) except that we tak sempat naik the jetski due to the adverse weather condition. Sucksss. Been looking forward for that one for quite some time already.

Anyways malas nak type, because I HAVE TO kemas my tornado-like room now before Chan comes in and nagging at me for another Xth round.

We had one helluva time =) and it was all worth it.
And on that very last day before Ahsan went back home,
of course we went for this! :D
considering that we only have 1 month left
(plus minus the time I'll be in UK later)
Weee =)

and oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear dear dear dearest bestfriend, Dira Kassim!
We wish you well babe. Only well.

(okay now, sila open table because I smell Tony Roma's coming HAHA)

on the other note, Aishah, Ben & Jerry's 3 kali haaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

They or Them?

Sometimes other people could take care or appreciate us better than the ones we expect to do so.

And it's ironic when these other people mentioned how lucky we/them are to have them/us.



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OMG I'm turning blind!

Okay that'll be an exaggerating.

But still, little did I know the steps to care for my eyes! Did you?
I have this normal eye-sight problem and it's quite common these days to have the hypermetropia or rabun jauh even amongst teenagers still. So to make my vision perfectly clear, I wear the contacts lens for daytime. Started wearing them since the age of 15 and the mahaguru who taught me to insert the damn lens into my eyes was Mamai. She stood by me for almost 2 hours and were screaming on top of her lung "haa masuk laa masukk kann jeee" Verrryyyyyy nice help there babe. Hehe :) you're still the best btw. I succeeded btw.
And now the process lessen from 2 hours to only 2 minutes, hooray for being pro to me.

Okay so point is I never took much notice about eyes before. After shower from work, I'd just simple took out the lens and placed it in its container (after the new invention of "no-rubbing" solution it's all so freaking easy these days right?), the next morning I'll just swiped open the container and placed it back into my eyes and the processes continue till these days.

And so today, my left lens did some of its magic and fell out off my eyes on its own. So technically I was one eye blinded and the dizzy vision was killing me. Immediately went back home to get my worn out specs. After work, I went to the mall to buy new boxes of lenses. So with charming smile, I greeted the sales assistant and she took me into the eye-room (or at least I called it so) First thing first, she checked the specs and then comes the eyes. Seconds after she finished with both, she asked me "how old exactly is your specs?" And I, innocently "erm 1 year?"
Firmly she replied,
"I doubt so. 3 to 4 years maybe?"

And boy, how she was truly upset with me. She explained the specs degree were -3.15 for the right and -3.00 for the left with astig of 75. And now, I have the -4.50 for the right and -4.15 for the left with astig of 250. To make me more miserable, she added that I do too have the short-sighted problem now. Okay I'm officially old, thank you. And she kept on babbling at how can I drive with these powers? It's impossible for me to even see! (err technically yes but I survived! hehe)

And so I went back and start googling about eye cares.
Tssk.
Will update about it later though.
Toooooooooooooooo lazy to upload any photos with this broadband connection. It takes ages! And I'm assured to have an awesome full loads of stress tomorrow.


Oh, am thinking of doing the LASIK operation,
but where can I dig the money from?
Can I too be honest and receive the RM7mil too? Hee :D

in the middle

is that where I am now?


I rarely publish anything about the wedding preparation here right? And that is because I wouldn't. Not because I am not excited about it, nor anything about I'm not proud of my own marriage (which in fact I do) but I just don't like the world to know what's bugging me and what's not. Thank you very much, so far I could keep it under control (unless at the very least minute, I'm there banging at your door, then I need the major help)

Anyways, this one is not about the preparation.
But the feeling itself.


Sometimes I wandered whether I'm fully ready for this. I know most of the people out there are under-estimating me and put doubts in it. But the real question here is: am I?
Marriage does not just come on the basis of love. It comes in a package, with a deal. Responsibilities, for me that'll be the top notch in the whole lot of bundle.

To be honest here with everyone, I am scared. But I'm up for it. I'm ready to explore. I'm there and know that I myself will stick through it. I promise to run and fly together.
But sometimes when I stopped for a while, and looked around me, I see those people, friends foes and strangers, in my age, were having their own time of their life with their single statuses. They, looked young.
And I, on the other hand, seemed old.

I cringed. And on the verge of crying, I blamed myself; why do you acted so old Ieja?
And no, I did not want to answer that myself and put the marriage on the blame.
I love him. More.
And I'd made the vows. With no regrets.

Sometimes I wonder, those who're in my age, were happily attending pillow fights, giggling to her best friend about a guy winking at her in the office, or a guy replying her email/sms, putting on her best clothes/make-up/shoes to impress a guy whom she had a crush on, or just about anything a teenager would do, while me, on the hand was too tired to join plus was worried sick about the cake, the dress, the decoration, the everything-in-the-list on wedding, financial, and future. And that does officially make me a 100years older, than them.
Then it's time for me to shoo-ed my ownself to get a life.

I feel sad.
Do I have these opportunities to feel that way again? Will I mix with them later? Or I'll ended up getting old by myself and my husband in our own world? That can be depressing you know. Plus fo the record, I'm a woman too and I know how excited it used to be before, to be all gushy and funky and wacky and crazy, when it was all just dull to me now. I don't get it anymore why people make such a fuss on a guy. Not interested anymore. Sometimes I would just pretend to understand when it was just actually killing me. I don't understand why people cared too much about their dressings and why would they dressed for someone else? Isn't comfort is key and isn't you should dressed for your OWNSELF? Geez, correct me there if I'm wrong. And I just don't understand what's the big deal on having a crush on someone or having an affair with someone when you'd already declared you're in a stable relatioship. Duh? Dah lah siap dengan bangganya pegi cerita dekat orang lain, like would you not care about what they'll think of you?
I don't know.

See?
Told you I'm getting old faster. And it's sad.

I looked around, and cry.
Will I not fit in the circle anymore?
Will I still understand the language that they'll speak?
Will I not bore them to death with the old-lady attitude?
Am I becoming too pathetic?
And, will I still be a good friend to them later?
Or would they just forget?
:/

No matter what it is, I still have to keep on continuing to run, and fly.
though deep down, I'm scared.
To death.

hip hipp hoorayyy!

my wedding gift from Ahsan came arrived earlier than we thought it would..!!


so, apa lagi..
*screaaaaaaaaammmmmmm joy!*






jump jump up in the skyyy!
weeeeeeeeeeeee =)

hope to meet you again next year

....and that goes for the months of Ramadhan & Syawal.

Can't believe how brisk it ended. Swiftly, as I may put it. Could still remember the first day of Ramadhan when Sri & I were whining about the culture differences between Sabah and Semenanjung, and now marked the end of Syawal already? Sad. Not much open houses to attend (sorry friends, last year dekat UTP, this year jauh lagi ke Sabah pulak :/)

However, I enjoyed the month with SBO's multi celebration as well as open houses from colleagues. At least takde lah rasa rindu rumah sangat =) Hari Raya is always something that I looked forward most, literally. Despite of the food, the warmth cozy feeling that you'll felt a day before it always amused me in every single ways. So anyways, things were just about the same this year, except that I didn't received ANY duit raya from the relatives anymore (tssk! :/ the duit raya collection this year semua from bosses and colleagues je) but vice-versaly, it is my turn to give those to kids this year. It's not as painful as some may described it. It was fun actually. To wait with a handful of packets in your pockets/hands for them to gather around you and beat their lives out just for a packet. Cute bukan? :) and it feels blissful indeed, seriously.

Well little ones, sorry ye this year tahun kewangan sakit, besides I've only been working for 5 months, things still needed to be settling down =) hope that lil packet added a few joy to your day that day then!

Food: what else to be described, you know the thrill. The feast, were enormously good! But fattening of course, and you'd better watched out hehe, because I'd just gained another 2kgs for the month of Syawal only. Amazing how happiness could really affected your appetite.

So anyways,
there's one lil thing that I definitely learnt from Aidilfitri this year:

and that is
family bonding.

Not in the picture: Rafiq Hayyat (MIA)

and it's wonderful beautiful.

bye bye for now

... and I can just go kiss my airfare tickets to Kuala Lumpur for next Deepavali weekend off the effing window.

*cries*

and when he's around, my heart stops.

When something good happens to me, it's always just too good to be true. Same goes like this weekend. Ahsan came and visited KK! and you have no freaking idea how excited I was. If it wasn't for the tight work schedule I had last week, I would've went around the office and wear the goofy smile all the freaking time.

The plane was delayed though, and he landed approximately around 1230 late night. Chan & I were already waited while watching the Slumdog Milionaire just to kill the time. Later after, Chan Med Ahsan & I had the McD late night snack at Api Api Centre.
(btw I swear to God mice found there were in their supersize & fucking menggelikan! Especially when they pretended to hide away when someone sees them but they're stupid enough to forgot that they're super gemuk and besar, the whole world could even see them! Eughh)
We drove back and I sent Ahsan who'll be staying at Med's house in Ganang Villa happily after getting my McDonalds Coca Cola's pink glass!

The next day, after having our Soto Banjar breakfast at Seri XXX in front of Karamunsing (I actually forgot the name of that restaurant) , we started to find our ways to the famous Tanah Tinggi Kundasang. Thanks to the worst human GPS in the world, me, instead of the 3-hours driving, we ended up arriving there approximately around 1pm (hahaa). Oh twit, ada pitstop at Tamparuli bridge so okay laa just in time tak? Hahaa. Initially, I wanted to go to Desa Mesilau Dairy Farm but of course I failed in finding our ways there. With no maps, no experiences and no guides, we made our ways to whatever places that we would want up there and phew, finally we found the Kinabalu Park.

Later afterwards, had our quick lunch at Nabalu Cafe while waiting for the rain to cool down a lil bit. The weather was breezily cool. We had no sweaters. And yes we were shivering our asses out! Phew. Went down at around 4pm, wouldn't want to take the risk of driving down in the dark, yet after the heavy rain. Annndd had our dinner at Tanjung Lipat.

Today was just go-with-the-flow day, woke up; stopped by at Karamunsing office for the web-check-in but the internet failed on me (curse you!), and headed to Philippine Market & Warisan Square just for a walk. Had lunch at Ocean Seafood (the bomb gilaaaaa! especially the mantis prown there) and then off to the airport to send him off :/

before and after
(tempting already? hehs)





after! wooootts

Eventhough it was just a very short visit, God knows how long I waited for it and how brisk it ended. And for you babe, just would want you to know, for one moment KK looked MORE lively & cheery to me than before. I love you. Thankss okayy for coming and SILAA LAHHH DATANNGG LAGI! =)

p/s: and oh, thanks for getting me THE BEST wedding gift ever! ♥

Okay, siapa pulak nak datang next? Hehs.

bootie call

anyone knows where can I get these type of boots?
In desperation. Of needing it.
Preferably the length should fall just under the knee.
scratch that.
On second thought, above-the-knee boots look vengeance-ly hotter!
Hehs.

So Please, help, me.





Thanks!

it's all about the shoes babyy

Steve Madden 'Bevan' ankle bootie

Fendi.
If only I could pull off the skinny pants in this boots.
*drools*



Christian Louboutin lace booties
*naakk!*



Solange Knowles in Moschino 'two-faced shoes'





Givenchy cutout heel
Work it Mummy Nicole!




Surprisingly, Kristen Stewart actually knows how to dress well!
Shoes by Rock&Republic btw.
(thanks Izy for noticing! Terbalek plak dengan dress dia LOL)

Okay lah for whatever it is, remember: toe cleavage is total NO-NO.

Yucks!

balek kampung!

Housemates are done with their packing as they'll be boarding off the plane early tomorrow morning. I put the playlist to be on Raya mood songs and tuned it to the whole house! Whoaa :D But now the sadness started to kick in.

Dammit!

When the truth remains still;
I'll be going back on the 18th Sept 09 and will be back to KK on 23rd Sept 09.
Sobs.


Masih tidak dapat bermain bunga api dan mercun bersama rakan!
Misi selepas Raya: HARUS!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA peeps!
Maaf Zahir Batin :)

shoes pleasure

I succeeded in persuading my lust and desire to buy another shoes tonight.
And now, the beautiful 4-inch pair is sitting on the desk, staring or merely laughing giggling at me at how her new owner had just burnt another hole in her pockets.
And finally to have a home;
to a pair of wreckage feet.
Bleughh (hehee)


Congratulations, I supposed?


Is this what they called as guilty pleasure anyways?

Because it is indeed guilty, but filled with an indescribable pleasure.
Ngee XD

what about me then?

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the random one

God, I couldn't focus.

To both works & personal life dramas, at both the same time.



I need, to get away.
Far away.




Confirmation of probation is yet to due on next week and will be evaluated on the next following. Logbook and reports are yet to be done. Works are yet to be caught up. I'm slowly draping behind. Own fault. Own misery. Not saying work is tough, but I'm just too slow to climb up.
Every time I'm attending meetings with the colleagues, I'll be the most junior-est amongst them with the only different sex in the room. Despite of being awkward, I still had to pull off a 'muka besi' face for me not to being left out, but I failed miserably of course. And to see all of them speak with confidence, is amusing.
With delight.
And a big wow-ed face from me from that moment on.
With eyes popping and some drools probably.

I wish I could be like them, soon enough.
Hopefully.
Confidence, is key.
(though technical knowledge masih lagi 0%)
sometimes I think they speak in an alienated language and I'll immediately fly away to my own dreamland with UFO, and uniforms, and silvery background with no ozone so that everyone's floating around (ok stop now please)
Geez, I literally have to google each word they're using okayy!
I know I studied Mechanical back in university years but that doesn't mean I'm that much into compressors, generators, pumps and gas turbine's parts, overhauls?
*gulp*
I need a book that called Compressor 101 or Pumps 101 or anything related pon boleh lahh. NOW!
Hehs =)


Everyone's buzzing around with Aidilfitri topic now.
"Kau balek hari apa?"
"Brape hari cuti?"
"Balek sini balek bila?"
"Balek mana?"
That'll be the most common conversations heard in the office these days. Got bored with these type of conversations already so I'll silently sat at my workstation and happily bite some cookies with a total of guilt-free (ye saya tidak puasa sekarang). Considering that I'm part of the department's exco team, we'll be decorating the entire office this week. Hopefully it'll turns out nice and serene and everyone could be in the Raya mood before they start to board home next week.
Mari lah beraya k! ;)



And oh smile!
Because I'd just burnt a hole in my pocket for these past 2 weeks.
I couldn't believe how much I'd spent on and in just a blink of an eye, duit savings lenyap sebegitu rupa and I'm proud lah to announce that I'm heavily broke. Tapi tidak stress don't worry, gembira saja lagi.
Tapi how to kasi duit raya to the nieces and nephews and siblings pulak ni?
Uh-oh, plan B. Think. Now!



Urm, maybe not NOW,
because I think I need my sleep more.

Till then, cheers!

problems, anyone?

Sometimes when I tend to be all smiley and goofy and calm in front of people, doesn't make me excluded in any inner problems. Never make any assumptions that I'm free of all those mind wobbling blowing headache disastrous matters. I'm just like one of you.

But I just chose to be in a different path of expressing it.

Why bother to keep on complaining here and there when there's nothing else could be done? Why blame here and there? Why put yourself even in a messy situation? Is there anything that could've been done? Then do it. But if there aren't, then stop complaining. Just stop. That's not my way of expressing that I have problems. No, I don't announce it to the whole world just for the sake of letting people know that "oh aku sungguh la drama". Grow up.

I believe everyone is better than me when it comes to religious terms. Then I believe that you would've heard the sayings that say words that come out of our mouths are doa too? Have you ever heard of one simple phrase like that? Then please, keep on complaining and saying things here and there and be as grateful as you can be, because it'll be for real, one day. It will.

Okay, back to the main topic: problems.

There are a lot of ways of expressing or tuning it into something less stressful. It's your choice, to pick which path you want to lead your life into. I chose to just smile and keep as if things are fine. But deep down (and those who are close will know too) the feelings are smashed and being scarred too. But why bother to be in that mood, when you could've cherish the joyous one. Again, just because I smile here and there and calm in every actions, doesn't make me excluded. You have no right, to point at me and say things are going on well for me. Yeah well guess what, fuck you. Pfft!

So that makes me a normal person after all, kan? And just because I don't kepoh to the whole house that my job is tough, my bank account is shrinking when the truth is actually I don't even have sufficient savings in it pon, my adaptation is worsen, or even cried with such an expression makes me free of all the problems. I'm a human too after all. I cried but I just happen to know the thing called my own-self moment.

You see, I understand all the things that people went through. But be tough. Don't blame the others for it. Always remember everything comes from Allah S.W.T. Things won't just happened without any reasons. It maybe tough, it may be even harder, but brave yourself for it. Accept it. Because at the end of the day, there's the thing called reward, waiting for you. It's just a matter of time. Patience is key. Never complaint, because that means you're blaming things for happened and it's wrong. Yes we could be sad and down and all the why questions came out at that specific moment, but get through it, and instead of that, please do look things from the positive side. Think of what we've got, and not what we haven't gotten. That way, we'll slowly be calm and accepting things and always know things can't never be sprinkles with perfection and happiness. It must be balanced. So instead of looking at the downside of it and stepping into the Syaitan's bisikan, look at those happy moments and be grateful for that.

I never say it's easy. It's hard to be all positive that way, everyone knows that. It takes time, so cry all you want, be grumpy all you want, but at the end of the day, try to seek for the rainbow. Things'll be better, InsyaAllah.

Imam Ibn Taymiyyah said, “Allah mentions patience in His Book more than 90 times. Within one verse, Allah orders us to practice both patience and prayer. Allah (S.W.T.) says in the Noble Qur'an what could be translated as, “O you who believe! Seek help in patience and prayer. Truly! Allah is with the patient.” (Verse 153) Surat Al-Baqarah.

There are some things in this world that are beyond the control of mankind. These things can bring either happiness or sadness. And every individual or nation will experience these things in one way or the other. Many people know how to cope with things that bring happiness, although some people still misuse the opportunity. However, many people usually have problems in coping with things that bring sadness.

In Islam, Allah has clearly stated that He will test us. He did not stop at that but He also informed us of what we need to pass the test or trial. "Be sure We shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some loss in goods or lives or the fruits (of your toil) but give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere. Who say when afflicted with calamity: "To Allah we belong and to Him is our return." They are those on whom (descend) blessings from Allah and Mercy and they are the ones that receive guidance." Q2:155-7.

And remember too, I love you.
I just don't know how to please you,
or even to say sorry for things I've done in the past.

And please stop hurting me. Please.

I find

people who're in denial are funny & bodoh.

*LOL*

tapi at the same time nak mengaku diri sendiri tu bagus lah apa lah,
Hahaa ok sumpah kelakar.
Sila lah cermin diri sendiri tu secepat mungkin.
Pfftttt

Ramadhan Al-Kareem

Alhamdulillah I still could have the opportunity to go through the most blessful month of all, Ramadhan.

Mari lah kita memperbetulkan yang salah, dan melebihkan pahala, InsyaAllah :)
Sorry for any wrongdoings, minta dimaafkan.

Just something to share with;
remember: take the good ones, and leave the bad ones :)

Quick Updates

Too many things happened in these past 2 weeks. First thing first, I graduated :) Finally. With the HONS and everything whatever it is that's being called lah. But I haven't yet collected my original scroll from the academic people due to the overdue summons that I have yet to pay. Hahaa. Nanti lahh. The ceremony was simple since Mechanical was scheduled on the evening session, so it was more like a continuation from the morning ceremony. No lengthy speeches whatever, just straight to business, I like!

Tak sempat though nak ambil pictures with everyone, the commitment with others are there. So towards the end, ramai yang dah balek and dapat snap few je. Oh wells, okay lah tu, better ada then takde. And towards the end jugak, I just had to change my heels to my selipar balek sebab aku lupa lah kan jalan dekat UTP tu kopak kopak! Macam suicidal gilaa rasa bila berjalan di area ituu.

So congrats again everyone, class of 2009! We all deserved it =) I wish you well for the future.
And thankss to those who'd wished, that meant a lot, really.

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And then not sure whether it's the appropriate time to announce it to the whole world everyone yet but I think it's about time already, that I am engaged. Yes I am, in the morning of 15th August. That pretty much explained why Ahsan & I were late for our own convocation party and all. Pictures are banned and censored all the way, hehs. But if you're lucky, do catch few from my facebook profile. I doubt you'll find it LOL.

I just got back from my trip to offshore. I would've concluded that offshore is the coolest place to be, seriously. It was all bliss and serene from up there, especially during the night time that I almost felt like I was on vacation :) Went to SUJT-C on the first day for the MTG issues and back to SUPD-B for the sleepover and then to SMQ-A on the next morning to see all the rotating equipments there. It was one hell of an experiences. By that, I mean I like it a lot. It was great, except the cold breezy sea punya wind. It was freaking cold there until I catched the sea flu or so they say. Bleughh tak macho langsung. On my way back to LBU, the sea was quite rough and I swear if I didn't just lay flat on the boat ignoring all those stares, I would've muntah dengan banyak nya. Instead, I made it looked like the rock-a-bye-baby mode. Hehs =)

Akan tetapi, I left my camera at SMQ-A :( and currently they're still trying to relocate the camera sebab I couldn't recall the last place I placed the camera. It must be at the cafeteria, or at the radio room. Sigh, dunno :/

Urm, happy Ramadhan to all Muslims!
May we have a blessful one this year =)
Sorry for any wrongdoings aite!

p/s: kami di KK akan berbuka sejam awal jadi jangan jealous ok!

teaser

this weekend!

smile;
please pray that I won't trip & fall flat on my ass at the stairs
and be a legend for that!

I'd personally slap shoot myself, for that.

and I thought it's Friday already

It has been a while since I last put my thoughts in here. And it's not because of anything else but I myself would blame the busy-ness that's starting to buzz. In fact I do actually have tonnes of things to share here but just haven't got much time anyways.

Last weekend I joined the KSRP Futsal Tournament and surprisingly our team (the newly formed team) managed to win the 3rd place title which I'm pretty much satisfied. I know last year our department won the 2nd place but despite of many injured and unavailability of these senior players and we had to inject new noob players (like me) and still won a placing is amazing lah k. Just looked at it from the perspective on the very last match of ours, between us and the yearly champion, Sasa F.C; I'd dare say all of us played our best and gave it all on that field. We even fell flat on our asses that day. Hahaa. So harini ramai2 pon lah sakit kaki dan bontot dan badan dan segala malanya. Tahniah rakan rakan! That's the joy to be celebrated.



I'm putting my blog on hiatus for the last few couple of days. It's not because I'm hiding nor anything; but merely on the basis of shutting the thoughts down first and will restart-ing the things all over again now. Sometimes you just need all of those down moments in order for you to reflect yourself up again. Didn't want to elaborate much on that though.

Work's so far fine. I'm slowly catching up and Alhamdulillah things are fine. Work is still work. Nothing comes in easy anyways. Haven't got the chance to go offshore yet. Urm, the opportunities were there but there's always obstacles in between it. Pffttt! Working in Operations so far is exciting. And I know most of everyone refuses or rarely pick the operations side and would prefer to stay in office at KLCC or just anywhere near civilization. But really, KK is not that bad. It is civilized. I once asked a few couple of friends (name not to be disclosed) and asked what is it so bad about working in Operations? And these few friends of mine answered
"Jauh."
"Kerja kuli kott"
"Macam kerja banyak je"
"Low class" (this is by far the most kurang hajar answer I've ever received)

Oh wells let me answer those back one by one. Jauh; okay make sense. But I thought we need to be resilient in our life right? If you don't want to, then go hell with you and your future-self. Kerja kuli; okay make senses. But I'm proud of it, don't you? At least when there' something that was being raised I could proudly say I'd experienced it myself. Hands-on! Been there, done that bitches! So who's the loser now then? I've speaked to an engineer who's not working in Operations before but with a more than 5 working years experiences, and this person was compiling all the rotating equipments in SBO fields. And then we came to the part of COTP and this person could actually asked us whether this COTP affect the production? Like, seriously? Period. Macam kerja banyak je; It is! But I took it as learning procedures. What is the use of you being proud of your workplace but could not even tell me your job scope? And maybe the job progression so far? Come on. We're on the lead now don't we? Low class; this is by far memang yang paling kurang hajar lah. I was pissed when I first heard of this. But then I took it as people couldn't really see what we're doing here until people come here for real. So yes, shut your mouth, come down here and see how class our knowledge are compared to you! And I could see this type of person in another 30 years, still stuck in the office, or probably in the traffic, driving his/her pathetic car, probably alone, duit banyak dalam pocket but empty. Unexperienced. Unknowledgeable. Couldn't go far, because of the sempit-minded of them. There you go. I've said my parts. Don't get offended by what I wrote because it is, what's from the heart.

And oh, suck it all up, girlfriends.
That's the price you've got to pay
if you want to shine in this industry.

HOMEEEEEEEEE!

Convocation, here I come! :] (there's a few slight details that makes me just can't wait to be home) Besides it's about time that I'd announced that I'm missing home greatly by now. I do.I miss all the small details that has been part of me when I was at home before. I miss oats; as I don't eat oats too often now. I miss Barney and Mickey Mouse and Rocket's tunes; as the Astro at my house in KK doesn't cover these channels. I miss the Sultan mattress; like seriously can I ship those to KK? I miss the small kolam outside the house filled with ikan ikan pelik. I fed those fishes when they were still in the size of my telapak tangan. I miss William; it's been ages since I drove him. I miss the sound of the home; as it's sometimes eerily quiet in here. I miss driving pointlessly and still ended up to a place that's familiar to my eyes. I miss buzz. I miss Roti Gardenia; as it is unavailable here. I miss looking at the price tag and couldn't care less about the price differences; as the prices here are much much more being upgraded. Geez, I just miss everyone and everything. And I just couldn't wait to board the plane and safely reach the KL Airport this Friday!!

Cepat laaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

RE.Away.Day.2009

PCSB-SBO RE AWAY DAY 2009

Thanks to Principal, Managers & colleagues from the other regions (PMO, SKO, DD, PMU & R&T) for coming to join us.

The first ever in PETRONAS I believe, and it was a success.
Being one of the committees in helping to organize sure was such an experience for me.

Day 1

Day 2

And yes I know, I was the only 'black sheep' in the group.
Suckss.